Sine Waves

I got to meet with Hannah today and wow... I didn't realize how much I needed it. I think it was some of the best spiritually deep conversation I've had in a while. Not so much in that I haven't had a deep conversation with anyone else in awhile but.... we're on the exact same roller coaster. Our minds tend to work the same academically. The only difference is I am ready for a relationship and she's not quite there yet... but she has someone who I think will stick around. I hope he doesn't get distracted from her but anywho... that's not for me to worry about. lol.. in fact she and I both need to listen to her older sister. Worry is a sin!!!! Now to ENJOY the ride. To trust God that no matter where my relationships go He has called me to love and if that love leads to hurt then He is God enough to love me through it. Yeah, I already knew that... but, it's finally becoming living to me? Of course, just watch me. I'm not sure how long this place of "okayness" will last. We talked of how we've suddenly found ourselves in these intense struggles and it's not so much what we struggle with just that we find ourselves more fragile and craving security, joy, and peace and not always knowing how to receive it from God, but knowing that He must continue to be our source. And I suppose that's all I really know right now. *half smile* I suppose I should be heading myself for bed. I may post more on this train of thought as I process this evening more. I love ya'll! G'night